I AM...damaged goods.

This is my first blog ever...even my first blog post ever. Thats right, I am a blogger virgin!

I've decided to start a blog to get some thoughts and feelings out. I've been through a lot in the last 3 months! I'm hoping this is a good type of therapy...and maybe even to help someone else go through the same thing??

So for my first blog (and because I can write about it right now) I'll give you the backgroud about what happened....

OK...here we go...

I had been dating Billy for a few years, we were totally in love and a perfect match. Everyone thought we were perfect for each other. We were always together, spent every moment we had free with each other. Whether we were doing family outtings, going out partying, watching a movie, or just doing nothing...we were together. We loved each other, we loved much, and we loved life together. We are only 26! We had our life mapped out with each other.

Then tragically on November 21st, 2006 Billy was killed in an accident. He was driving a work van and was in a head on collision with an Arnold Bros. Transport. (I feel sick to my stomach whenever I see a transport truck. Even worse if it say "Arnold Bros...." across the side.) He was thrown from the van from the force of the collison and died on impact. He was only 26! The van he was driving was thrown up in flames! (tears...)

The collision was so great the highway was closed for over 8hours. This is Highway 17 in Ontario, Canada. The trans-Canada highway!

That's all I can post for today...I'll post more at another time...